| i'm so proud of myself right now for being awake, but really i'm just being a pansy because 'tis just now 1:15. i don't understand. last year this would have been nothing! oh well. i've wussed out at my ripe old age of 19. but, thank the good lord, i am done with my outline for rhetoric of social movements, and now i just have to practice presenting it and make a powerpoint that will have like 4 slides. and i only have un clase tomorrow! this is shaping up beautifully.
my days have been passing very weirdly lately. like yesterday, i was sitting in the living room at like 12:30 in the morning, having worked all afternoon (except for a brief nap, of course) and worked and watched the olympics all evening, and i felt like i had just gotten back from class. it's like my days pass by so quickly i don't know what's happening, and i really don't think i like that. a few weeks ago i felt so excited, so passionate, and now i feel like i can't keep up with life...i'm not discouraged, really at all, i'm just confused as to how that happens and why my days are flying by. probably, if i had any self-discipline, i should not take naps like every single day. too bad i don't foresee that kind of self-discipline in my near future.
which is a quandary, because i have the power to make that happen. i could declare right now that i will never intentionally take a nap again and i could stand by that...but i don't want to, even though i think sometimes it would be a good rule. that, and all the 'unintentional' naps would probably make my view a little fuzzy. ok, it's late and i don't know what i'm talking about anymore. and as much as i'd like to be a true college student and be able to stay up past 1:30, i'm not, so i'm gonna go to bed.
also, i went to a synagogue tonight and listened to this obnoxiously-voiced, christian-condemning rabbi talk for an hour and a half. you know the short guy from the princess bride? what's his name? "inconceivable" man... yeah, rabbi talked just exactly like him. it was ridiculous.
night. |
